Yeah!!! yipEEE!! YAHooOOOO! It Finally it come to an end of my appointment as a LPS(Leader Platoon Sergent??.??)..... Feel realli realli very relieve now~ Hmm.... why? am i relieve? Let start the story from monday okiz? hahahaz... =D



Monday~! 13-oct-2008



I have second gypst on today, my section mate are realli nice and all have good perserverence. We have to navigate and find different kind of check pt inside the forest or but our SIR say is not even a forest, they call it a stroll in the park~! o.o i am Pacer for my section, meaning i count the number of step we took loz... hahahaz.. but once i slip i count double count.. hahahaz.. in the end... we went to HOLLAND! =Hollanded.... we ended up in swamping area very hard to walk and the your legs can sink underground until thigh level... But luckily i am "good" enough and my instinct tell me tat i shouldn't go any futher and head for another direction, so i got my team to listen to me and i become the one who lead! heehee... We found our first check point like 3 hours later? hahahaz... we very happy and jump around of cos... =D summary of the navigatio, we nv find our night check point, but we found OCS de loz! dunno why sispec went missing... think is ghost blind us... hahahaz... when we reach the end point den one of our teammate lost the bloody antenna. *by the time i already cannot take it le* we all have to walk all the way back to find the stupid antenna! angry! but it over~ THANK GOD!

15-oct-2008 (tuesday)
Basically nothing much, we jus have some boring lesson and o.o'''?? i forget wad i have tat day le... hahahaz... it boring so dun bother remenber it...

16-oct-2008 (Wednesday)

Today is the day i becoming the LPS of the platoon, my job scope is to lead the platoon and give instruction to them clearly... if i am not wrong we have our 200m runday down Soc.. After the run down we have to run back to company line, and i ensure the platoon run tgt in 3s, ended up we run one round around parade square den go back company line... i dunno what good god earth reason is was beening F like a dog, and the scold me like scold before pulling my vest HARD, poking my chest and all the F words coming our from his mouth... Saying my platoon is *#%# up because of ME! Again! What the god green earth did i have done to make this happen? i am jus happen to be LPS for tat event, jus tat everyone don't put in effort at tat point of time den it become all my fault!! life is nv fair... =(

i think for the rest of the day, i am stressed up by the appointment tat given to me, can remenber anytihng but shouting and knock it down for minor mistake... But sometime i even knock it down for no reason oki!!?? when my platoon sergent ask me why am i knocking down, the reply i give back to him *i til my head up, and reply and shake my head i also duno why i knock it down* hahahaz.. i tot i can be recover, but in the end... his reply was---> 'continue to knock it down'... =:(

At the point of anger, i shouted at my platoon mate, friends, buddy and enemy??... hahahaz.. So maybe because of tat those girl in my platoon must be hating me badly? hahahahaz.. cos i didn't shout once but i shout many a times.. lolz... but still not bad laz.. at least i shout they get the things done! so it worth to be hate and good to get things done... eventually... Feel so relieve when i come back home, and my appointment is finally finish... =D

i jus want to be a men, and listen to order.... =D i Regret going to sispec!
Really Suffer in silence and plus extra confinment...

Ending, i wish to apologise to those people i have vent anger on and i am sorry for shouting. perhaps i should improve in my controlling of my temper and control myself. Be more organise and take things more seriously....

Myself, i think i still have those childish thinking inside my head~ like loving power ranger? HAHAHAZ... BYEz....

safety message of the day : It hurts to be unsafe

*going to wrap zhen long present, hahahaz.... =D

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